Hello, I'm Shetani the king cheetah! I've been an active member of the furry fandom since 2012, and fursuiting since 2014!
If you take photos or video of me at a convention, please tag me on social media (see Links) or send them to me directly via the email below.
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I began calling myself part of the furry fandom in 2012, though I had been following it for nearly a decade prior. A new friend and my partner finally convinced me to give in and make a fursona, and thus Shetani was born!
Shetani is a shy and nerdy yet passionate cheetah who loves tea, video games, fandoms, and cats.
Click the Fursona tab to learn more about her!
My fursuit was custom-made by MagpieBones in 2014. It is a use-your-own-eyes style fursuit that, as the name suggests, utilizes the wearer's actual eyes instead of fake eyes or mesh view ports. This gives me unparalleled field of vision and ventilation while allowing me to wear my prescription eyeglasses.
Me applying makeup around my eyes in preparation for a fursuit outing.
While there are quite a few UYOE fursuits out there, a special feature of my personal fursuit is that it also uses my own hair.
Click the Gallery tab to browse through a few of my more memorable fursuit looks.
To learn more about how my fursuit works and why I chose this style, check out this video.
A couple of the many hairstyles I have sported thanks to my specialized fursuit
My YouTube channel features lots of videos, including convention highlights, fursuit Pusheen Box unboxings, and my newest series - Cheetah Chat!
I attend at least one furry convention every year, and try to go to as many other cons as time and budget allows. Photos from my con trips can be found on my Weasyl and Facebook. If you see me at a con, don’t be afraid to say hi - I need to make more furry friends! Please please please tag or send me any photos of me that you take, so I can remember the memories we shared!
I am most active on Twitter and Instagram, and use Weasyl for art, personal suit photos, and general fandom networking.
See my Links page for more!
Art by Lynxurious || Art by Narcotic-Sprinkles
Shetani is an adult king cheetah who lives with her partner, a rat named Mika, and their pet kitten. She's usually shy and withdrawn, and can be childish at times. Shetani tries her best to maintain a positive outlook and attitude despite the many hardships life throws at her. Social situations make her nervous, and rather than a large social network, she has a handful of close friends who she trusts deeply. At a gathering, she's most likely to be found hovering timidly near the refreshments, observing the host's reading material, or gushing over any pets present. Once one gets to know her better, Shetani's initial demure and polite demeanor gives way to reveal a quick wit and unexpectedly sarcastic sense of humor.
Art by cellikeseggs || Art by AlwaysRedArt
Shetani finds that the "nerdy" label fits her quite comfortably. Her hobbies include reading, cosplaying, playing video games, listening to My Chemical Romance, and caring for animals - she particularly loves cats! She also has a bit of a hoarding personality, and has amassed quite a large collection of Lion King merchandise. Much of her day is spent managing a cat cafe, renowned in the community for its exotic teas and baked goods freshly made by Shetani herself. Nothing helps her wind down after a long day at work like some games or internet time and a nice hot cup of tea, followed by a bath bomb in the tub.
Art by birdlittle
Shetani's fashion sense is all about casual comfort. She practically lives in band tees or hoodies and leggings - her wardrobe has a legging color or pattern to match each of her many vintage My Chemical Romance tops. Summertime sees Shetani switch to cutoff shorts, with or without tights, along with her favorite graphic tees. She's extremely proud of her long wavy hair, and will dye it bright colors for extra flair. In winter, she loves cuddling up in an oversized knit sweater and thigh-high paw-socks (bottoms optional if she's staying at home). Non-retractile claws make most footwear uncomfortable, so she doesn't wear shoes unless they're modified to accommodate (the only exception being as part of a cosplay outfit). She relishes wearing goth attire for a night on the town, and with her naturally black lips and claws, all she really needs is to throw on some eyeshadow to accentuate something like a black bell-sleeve top, corset, and velvet pants with paaw-modded goth boots. She sleeps in matching pajama sets or a nightgown, and wears a one-piece bathing suit for swimming.
The flag of Jubatajan. Art by CroccoStyle.
Shetani is the only child of a cheetah father and a domestic cat mother. Her father, a spiritual man, was overjoyed upon seeing his daughter's blotchy fur. According to beliefs, the king cheetah fur pattern was a trait that had been passed down among the females of his family, and indicated that their family's lineage could be traced back to the First Cheetah herself. The splotchy-spotted and striped coat appeared only once a generation and heralded extrasensory powers in its bearer, including prophetic dreams.
A young Shetani lost in her favorite book. Art by Skelisteri.
Little Shetani was a shy cub, but very intelligent with a thirst for knowledge. When she was about six years old, her father received news from back home that one of his sisters had given birth to a king-patterned daughter. This came as quite a shock for Shetani's father, who urged his young cub to try and "fulfill her potential," but it quickly became apparent that this cousin of Shetani's had received the blessing, and Shetani herself carried nothing more than a distinctly patterned coat. Instead, she threw herself headlong into her studies in an attempt to please her father, and while there was no resentment between them, Shetani always felt that he was disappointed in her for not living up to his expectations.
Shetani studying. Art by Seasaidh.
Aside from that, Shetani's youth was happy and uneventful. She flourished academically - always coming in top of her class - and though not "popular" in the traditional sense, she had a close-knit group of friends about her and was never treated unfairly by her peers. When not studying, she took pleasure in reading and learning more about nature and animals. As a teenager, she got into the occasional spat with her mother, but kept her grades up and stayed out of trouble (preferring to listen to music or play video games than go out on the town).
Having graduated high school, Shetani pursued higher education with her sights set on the field of zoology, and those who knew her had nothing but the highest expectations. However, her plans ground to a halt when her mother fell seriously ill. A devastated Shetani dropped out of school and returned home to help her father care for her ailing mother. She took a receptionist job at a reproductive health clinic to help with the bills, where she met her partner, a rat named Mika. Shetani reconnected with her hometown friends, who introduced her to the world of fandoms and cosplaying. Escaping into the fantasy worlds she loved and attending conventions with her friends and partner helped Shetani cope with the stress of her home life.
Shetani, Mika, and their kitten. Art by Rowan00.
After Shetani's mother passed away, her father returned to his home country to be with his family. Shetani moved with Mika into a place of their own, with a pet kitten making three. After some time, she decided to open a cat cafe. The establishment built a name for itself among feline aficionados, and the exotic teas and baked goods freshly made by Shetani herself attracted regular cafe-goers as well. At the behest of her regulars, Shetani expanded the warm and cozy establishment by adding shelves of books in the cafe section for patrons to borrow, bring home, and donate at their leisure, and the cafe also began hosting community-focused events, including punk nights every Friday and an LGBTQ+ social on the weekends. Mika helps out at the cafe too, washing dishes and cleaning up after their two- and four-legged clientele alike. Eschewing any lofty aspirations, Shetani is fulfilled and content with a life that allows her to pursue her hobbies and be with the people she cares about - as long as she gets a little vacation now and then!
Frequently Asked Questions
Q: How did you find the furry fandom?
A: I've loved animals since I was a child, so it was a natural progression from there. Growing up, I was enamored with films, cartoons, and books that featured animal characters. In the early 2000s, I discovered fanart of The Lion King on DeviantArt and other sites, and from there I came across anthropomorphic art. I learned quickly that furries were mocked and looked down upon by the majority of the internet, and later, the world at large. While I still consumed art and kept up-to-date with the community, I did so in secret and took great pains to never label or associate myself with furries. It wasn't until a heartfelt conversation with a college classmate decades later that I realized being a furry wasn't anything to be ashamed of. I started dating another furry around that time, who convinced me to finally bring Shetani to life.
In ▶️Cheetah Chat #2, I further discuss my discovery of the fandom and what it means to be a furry.
Q: Your fursona is so cute! How did you come up with her?
A: She's really just myself as my favorite animal! I've loved cheetahs since I was young, and as an adult, I find myself relating a lot to them. I chose a king cheetah in particular because Shetani doesn't have any unnatural markings or coloring, and I wanted her to stand out a bit more. Her physical appearance, personality, interests, and wardrobe are all reflections of myself, so compliments and positive comments are twice as meaningful to me! Her name is a semi-obscure reference to my favorite movie franchise.
I talk more about the thought behind Shetani's design in ▶️Cheetah Chat #1.
Q: Do you roleplay?
A: I haven't RP'd for free since I was a kid. I know casual RP is a big furry thing, but it's not something I like to do for fun, so I charge for my time. Drop me a line if you're interested in paying for a RP session.
Q: Who made your fursuit?
A: My fursuit was made by the lovely MagpieBones.
Q: Why doesn't your fursuit have eyes?
A: It does - they are my own eyes. :) MagpieBones's fursuits are intended to be blended with the wearer's actual eyes using makeup to create a realistic effect. When the fursuit is a darker color, the look is almost seamless.
Q: Is that your real hair coming out of the suit head?
A: Yes! By request, my fursuit uses my own hair in addition to my own eyes. Its color and length may vary depending on what I decide to do with it, but it's always my actual hair. Having a fursuit that "auto-updates" when I change my look is super convenient!
Q: What made you choose this style of fursuit?
A: I went with a MagpieBones fursuit for several reasons, including realism, aesthetic, and practicality. I love my eyes, my hair, and my glasses, so I gave those physical attributes to my fursona - and they would need to be represented in a fursuit of her. Hiding my glasses and hair under a fursuit head and attaching false versions of both would be redundant, not to mention unsightly and high-maintenance. I had dealt with concealing my hair under wigs for years when I cosplayed, and it's an uncomfortable, cumbersome process that I didn't want to go through again with my fursuit.
After a ton of research, I decided on MagpieBones for her specialized experience, ability to work with my unique requirements, and creative vision that aligned with my own. This kind of fursuit is not for everyone, but it suits my needs perfectly (pun intended).
I speak at length about my fursuit and why I chose it in ▶️Cheetah Chat #5.
Q: Will you do a suiting up video or face reveal? Can you show how your fursuit works?
A: No, I prefer to avoid depicting myself online out of suit. If you look at MagpieBones's gallery, there are many photos of fursuit heads (including Shetani's!) on mannequins, which should give you a good idea of how they are put on. There are some suiting up videos on YouTube from other MagpieBones suiters, though you won't be seeing one from me anytime soon.
Q: Why don't you do something different with your hairstyle, eye makeup, clothing, glasses...? I, Internet Stranger #456, would like your fursuit a lot better if you did that.
A: Okay, intent is key here. I appreciate that Shetani evokes such an engaging response in people, and I understand that folks who make these suggestions usually mean well. Though I do read every comment and message I receive, I really don't care about the unsolicited opinions of strangers. Things like hairstyle or fashion suggestions are fun!
Do keep in mind that Shetani is a personal original character and I present myself the way I choose. I wear this costume for my own satisfaction, not for public approval. My existence is not an invitation for critique. Statements that imply conformity or stripping me of what makes me unique (e.g. "put fake eyes in it," "cut off your hair") are ignorant and should be kept to oneself. If I wanted a fursuit that looked mainstream, I would have bought one of those in the first place. No aspects of my fursuit's design were by chance. Please be mindful that some features may have been designed with a specific intent or accommodation, and I don't necessarily need to disclose or justify that to everyone.
Q: "Cat-eye" or colored contact lenses would look so cool with your fursuit, why don't you wear them?
A: Why should I? My eyes are already a strikingly close match to a real cheetah's. Cheetahs and domestic cats have entirely different pupil shapes and eye colors. Cat eye contacts would look fake and gross on me!
By the way, I'm physically unable to wear contact lenses, hence the necessity of my eyeglasses, and (one of the reasons) why I selected MagpieBones to be my fursuit maker.
Q: Can I draw you fanart?
A: I'd be honored! Here is Shetani's Refsheet.
I upload all art I get to my Toyhouse gallery.
Hit me up if you're on Instagram and I'll add your art to my fanart highlight!
Q: Will you make a video about (insert topic here)?
A: I love to hear about what interests you folks, and am always taking suggestions for future Cheetah Chat episodes! I'll consider all requests as long I have some amount of knowledge or experience on the subject. For example, I wouldn't discuss how to make a fursuit (since I have never made one), or what the furry fandom was like in the '80s (since I wasn't in the fandom at that time). If such a topic is repeatedly requested, I might get a special guest in that field or demographic to come on for an episode.
(Psst- if you really want to choose what topics I talk about next, check out my Patreon!)
Q: Can I interview you for a documentary, podcast, school project, etc.?
A: Yes! I have been interviewed for a few different productions, as well as doing script consultation work for films pertaining to the furry fandom. Contact me via the email listed near the bottom of this page to discuss your project further.
Q: Would you recommend a use-your-own-eyes fursuit?
A: UYOE suits, and the work of MagpieBones in particular, appeal to a niche subset of people. You must have a certain measure of fearlessness to wear a fursuit like this. In all cases, when considering a fursuit, think carefully about what goals you want to accomplish with your suiting, the way you wish to be perceived by others, and how prepared you are to deal with the limitations and quirks that come with it.
This is not the right fursuit for someone who:
-- has a cutesy character and wants to appear approachable and endearing to everyone they meet (e.g. working with kids, charity volunteering)
-- is very shy and seeks to hide their true self when fursuiting
-- wants a fursuit for popularity
-- is easily upset when on the receiving end of criticism, rudeness, or negativity
Q: You look like you are from Zootopia, Beastars, Bojack Horseman, or some other pop culture thing!
A: I started doing this long before any of those shows or movies even existed. Though I appreciate the sentiment, being called "a character from such-and-such" tends not to sit well with me. Shetani is a unique self-representation, not some fan-character based on another person's work, and I feel such comparisons cheapen the years of time, effort, creativity, and personal connection I put into the creation of my fursona.
Q: What's your take on poodling¹?
A: As a person frequently faced with backlash due to the style of fursuit I've chosen, it would be immensely hypocritical of me to police how others choose to express themselves. There is no right or wrong way to wear a fursuit, cosplay, or any other costume - it's just for fun! If this isn't your job and you're not getting paid, nobody has the right to tell you how to wear YOUR suit that YOU own. I choose not to show bare skin when fursuiting, as an aesthetic choice, as well as for my own safety and privacy. However, that doesn't mean that others who do so are wrong, as they themselves have valid reasons for their conscientious decision. Personal opinions, should never be used to dictate other people's behavior.
¹Poodling: wearing parts of a fursuit with revealing clothing in a way that human skin is intentionally visible. Example
Q: How can I help support you?
A: If you're financially able to donate, I have an online tip jar on Ko-Fi, as well as a Patreon page. Your generosity will be rewarded with incentives for donating, and there's a little something for everyone!
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I'm so very grateful for all of your support!
Fursona Pin #176 - Shetani
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My fursuit was custom-built in 2014 by MagpieBones.
This style is known as a use-your-own-eyes (UYOE) fursuit. By special request, my fursuit uses my own hair as well.
Scroll through to see just a few of the many looks I can achieve as Shetani with this unique and versatile fursuit!
Personal photoshoot - 2019
Shirt c/o Cryptovolans
Personal photoshoot - 2018
Photography by DINKIN
Anthrocon - 2017
Photography by SeikoLiz
Anthro New England - 2018
Photography by Sunstab
Anthrocon - 2019
Photography by SquirrelySnaps
Cosplay photoshoot - 2018
Carbon Fiber D.Va from Overwatch
Anthro New England - 2019
Photography by PineRaven
Anthrocon - 2019
Photography by Dragonscales
Halloween - 2018
(page still under construction - I appreciate your patience!)
A group of cheetahs is called a coalition! I've been collecting plush cheetahs since I was little. Allow me to introduce you to all the stuffed animals in my collection!
Brand: Jungle Joe's Safari Friends
Acquired: 1998 or later
She says "I'm Charo, a cheetah with attitude" and makes a wildcat scream when you squeeze her. As a child, I would play wildlife refuge in the backyard with all the African animals in my stuffed animal collection, and Charo was my very favorite. I always made sure to take special care of her and keep her from getting dirty. She came with her name.
Brand: Disney Animal Kingdom
I got this plush on a vacation to Disney World with my family. The bow around her neck was added by me. She's named after a cheetah character I made up when I was younger.
Brand: Cavanagh Coca Cola International Collection
Acquired: 1999 or later
Heeta represents the country of Namibia in a series of 50 bean bags corresponding with nations around the world that serve Coca-Cola. She came with her name.
Brand: Ty Classic
Piston is a Ty Classic plush I've had since I was young. He came with his name.
Name: Baby Hansa
Brand: Hansa Portraits of Nature
Hansa is known for their lifelike stuffed animals. This plush's mane is so soft and he looks just like a real cheetah cub! He was purchased from a vendor's catalog at FA:U and arrived in the mail a few days later. His name, as you may have guessed, comes from his brand.
Name: Mama Cheetah
Brand: Melissa & Doug
This fully life sized plush was a gift from my partner to celebrate our first furry con together, FA:U 2012. I drew so much attention carrying her out of the crowded Dealer's Den and through the lobby of the hotel on the last day of the convention. Mama is nearly three feet tall! I think of her as Baby Hansa's mother.
Brand: Build-A-Bear WWF
Jasiri belongs to a limited series of stuffed animals that could be made at Build-A-Bear Workshop, with proceeds donated to the World Wildlife Fund. I purchased him on eBay! His name is the Swahili word for "brave", and he's named after a cheetah in the furry fandom who is a rather prolific art-commissioner.
Brand: PansonWorks BEAUTIFUL ANIMALS！
Hashire, or Hashi for short, is one of the more unique cheetahs in my collection. I bought him from a vendor at the AnimeNext convention. His name is from the Japanese word meaning "to run."
Brand: GANZ - Webkinz Signature Collection
This cute plush is another eBay find. He's named after another cheetah in the furry fandom who has the same exact stuffed animal. I brought him with me to Anthrocon in 2014, but I sadly did not run into his namesake there.
This plush was purchased during Anthrocon. Designated "Chillin' Cheetah" by the maker, I renamed him after a fursuiter I encountered there.
Katie is the crown jewel of my collection! This plush came packaged with limited versions of the Kinectimals game. Until Disney introduced their character Fuli in The Lion Guard (and subsequently made toys of her), this was the ONLY official plush of a king cheetah in existence. A valuable item at the time, I managed to pick her up at New York Comic-Con in 2013 for a steal. She's named after a super cute artist I met at the con.
This cub was bought in an eBay lot. At the time, I was playing Assassin's Creed: Black Flag, and she's named after my favorite character in that game, James Kidd aka Mary Read. I gave her a piece o' pirate booty to wear around her neck.
Brand: K&M International
This scruffy feller was a bonus that came in a lot of Lion King toys I bought from eBay. He appears to be a very old (or at least well-loved) K&M International plush. After all this time, I still haven't come up with a name for him. Any suggestions?
Brand: Applause - Disney
Deja's a Lion King plush from the movie's original theatrical release. I bought him off a user on Furbuy, and he's very well loved! I was very glad to finally get my hands on him, because he's the only official TLK cheetah plush. He's named after Andreas Deja, the supervising animator for Scar.
Brand: Ty Beanie Babies
This is one of just two cheetah Beanie Babies made. She was given to me by a friend, who let her do a lot of basking in the sun before she came to me, so my Chessie is a little discolored from sunlight. She came with her name.
Brand: Wild Republic Cuddlekins
I got this plush at a Rainforest Cafe in the mall. Shasta came along with me to Anthrocon 2016! She went without a name for a while, until my partner helped me pick one out.
Brand: WWF Wild Tales
This little guy was a souvenir from a trip to Turkey I took in 2015. His name comes from a Turkish phrase meaning "bon appetit."
Brand: FAO Schwarz
Received as a Christmas gift from her mother, this plush technically belongs to my partner, though she's graciously allowed me to share joint custody. Now that the two of us live together, so does Ankala, and I'm happy to call her part of my coalition. Her namesake is my partner's character in Fallout 2.
Everyone knows Clawhauser, the chubby cheetah cop from Disney's film Zootopia. This plush is part of their Tsum Tsum line, which can be collected, stacked atop each other, and even used to clean your laptop or phone screen.
During my Anthrocon trip, I visited the Pittsburgh Zoo and PPG Aquarium and got to see their two male cheetahs! This fella came home with me from the zoo gift shop. His name, which means "let's go" in Italian, is also the name of one of the cheetahs I saw that day.
Garage sale rescue! I still need to name this'n.
Brand: Aurora World
This cheetah is another souvenir from the Pittsburgh Zoo and PPG Aquarium, this time from my 2019 Anthrocon trip. I named her after another of the Pittsburgh Zoo cheetahs.
Brand: Little Brownie Bakers
As far as I can tell, this plush was a reward for selling Girl Scout cookies during the 2014-2015 season. Though her assigned name is Amaze, she represents the Samoa cookie, so that's what I call her.
Brand: Viahart - Tiger Tale Toys
This cheetah was a holiday present from a friend. She came with her name.
Essays and Convention Reports
Keep Furry Weird
The following is a direct transcript of my Cheetah Chat web-series episode entitled "Keep Furry Weird." Though I highly recommend watching in its intended video format - the video is subtitled for accessibility - it was requested for me to post a transcript online as well.
Hey everyone, it's Shetani, and welcome to episode 11 of Cheetah Chat!
Furries don't need more attention from the mainstream media, but it's happening whether we like it or not. It seems like every week there's a new article or documentary from outsiders trying to make sense of the furry fandom. There's even been furries featured in national ad campaigns, and talk of furry cons being sponsored by really big-name corporations. Whenever this happens, the fandom at large tends to get excited at being thrust into the spotlight. But could all that attention actually be bad for us?
In short, yeah, or at least I think so. If you think at all that it's cool for the furry fandom to get attention from brands, mainstream media, corporations... please just take the next couple minutes to listen to what I have to say.
For an example of how bad it could get, just take a look at what has happened to the comic book fandom. I can speak from personal experience, as someone who used to attend New York Comic-Con, and I can say that it has become almost completely unrecognizable from what it was when I first started going. Comic conventions these days are more of an expo for major video game studios, movie companies, and entertainment corporations to push their newest big and exciting products. Comics themselves take a backseat, with artist alleys shrinking or even disappearing completely to make way for big booths selling Funko Pops of the very characters whose artists can no longer get themselves a table. Brands that come to furry to sell their stuff are going to push legitimate creators out of the fandom. A lot of the furry content available right now is handmade stuff from fellow furries who have a real passion for it. If a big company comes in and starts pumping out cheap furry t-shirts, photography, music, even fursuits, there is no way those small independent artists will be able to compete.
Cosplay has been latched onto by the mainstream too. That's actually where I got my start, and if it weren't for my time cosplaying, I wouldn't be fursuiting today. When companies saw that money could be made on cosplayers, they started sponsoring reality TV shows and cosplay championships at conventions to really push the professional, high-stakes aspect of the hobby. It's no longer just something you do for fun to show your love for the characters. On one hand, it's cool that you can just buy Worbla in JoAnn's now, but nowadays cosplayers are expected to hold to such high standards. People are starting to get really ruthless and elitist, criticising cosplayers for the way they look or the quality of their costumes. I would really hate for that to start happening within the fursuiting community - well, more than it already is.
I actually stopped going to comic cons in favor of just furry cons because it got way too big and stopped being fun for me. The furry fandom has always been centered on the individuals that make up the fandom itself. I keep saying that the furry fandom is for us, by us, and it's really true. So when I see something like big shoe companies paying fursuiters to appear in their ads, and being named the "official sponsor" of furry conventions, it makes me more than a little wary.
An argument I hear a lot is: "You know, Shetani, cons need money to run, and a corporate sponsorship might be the only way for a little convention to get the funding they need to stay alive. Don't you want furry cons to be successful?"
Of course I do. The more furry cons there are, the more accessible the fandom becomes for furries all around the world - especially places where there might not be a very large furry population. But reliance on a corporate sponsor for funding gives them the power to dictate the con's behavior. If they decide aspects of the furry fandom might hurt their brand image, they could withhold their money as a bargaining chip to get the con to... make those uncomfortable things go away. And censorship is one thing that we furries simply cannot abide.
Furry being sterilized and mass marketed would kill the independent and diverse space we've all worked together to build.
Corporations do not get involved to help out the little guy or make things better for us. Their only goal is to expand their brand and make more money. The way they do this is by placing copyrights and patents on things and ideas, to keep them out of the hands of the common person... unless they want to pay the company.
Remember that Subway menu board outside Anthrocon that everyone was laughing at for their bizarrely pandering sandwich names like "tuna salad Majira" and "Italian meatball Booker Fox" or whatever? If we don't block corporations from inserting themselves into our market, this could very well happen.
So much of our fandom is based on the sharing of knowledge and ideas. Art tips, costume building techniques, keychain and pin manufacturing, everything. There have been communities built around this for decades. If a corporation comes in and copyrights a method, all that goes away.
For example, a fursuit maker by the name of yellow_fr3ak developed a fursuit paw pattern that they decided to release for free, for anyone to use. How many fursuit makers do you see using that method in their costumes? Imagine if a company put a patent on that. Now NO ONE is allowed to make fursuit paws that way.
They can do that for anything - methods of crafting things, popular characters, certain styles of costumes, you name it. And not a single one of us would have the money to fight them in court. That's what they're counting on.
Furry is one of, if not THE only fandom left whose conventions still revolve around the fans that make up the fandom, rather than the corporations who create the mass media the fans consume. In other fandoms, you see people spending money on merchandise of their favorite characters, but there isn't really an equivalent of that for furry. Fandom-related spending for furry stuff pretty much has to be on stuff made by other members of the fandom. And 99% of the time, that stuff is hand-made, and the money goes directly to the creator. A lot of us in the furry fandom are disabled, POC, low-income, LGBTQ+, or part of other marginalized communities, so by keeping it within the fandom, we're directly supporting our own, raising them up with a self-sustaining system. It's one of the things I love most about the furry fandom.
Outsiders have been fascinated with, and misunderstanding of, furries for decades. Sensationalism sells, and when journalists turn their eyes towards us, it creates a problem. Take a look at Anthrocon, one of the biggest furry cons in the world, and certainly the one with the most positive public image. They have done a great job of integrating furries with the city, and bridging that understanding gap between furries and non-furs! But they are also one of the strictest when it comes to who's allowed to talk to the press, and what kinds of things they are allowed to mention.
A sanitized story is more palatable, but it also doesn't tell the whole story of what the furry subculture entails for a lot of us. The same goes for documentaries and interviews who try to encapsulate the furry story into one little bite-sized narrative that fits the angle they're going for. That's the problem with this sort of media coverage. Every one of us is in the fandom for our own reasons, and for that reason, there will never be one concrete definition of the fandom. Bring up the adult aspects, and you get waves of furries clambering over each other to shout "We're not all like that!" Push a family-friendly wholesome tale of volunteering and kid-hugging, and you alienate furries like myself for whom that isn't part of our experience at all. Sidestepping tricky topics like kink, sexuality and gender that are a fundamental part of the experience for many furries, and you present a disingenuous narrative that erases many of the most unique, integral parts of our fandom. Any way you look at it, attention from the mainstream just ends in furries being more misunderstood.
It's hard being unable to talk about something so important to you for fear of being ridiculed or lambasted. There's a reason many furries misapporpriate terms like being "closeted" about their hobby or scared to be "outed" as a furry to family or coworkers. I can understand why furries get excited whenever a positive talk piece comes out about the fandom - it brings us one step closer to public acceptance. But why do we need that - to be accepted by the mainstream? It only puts more attention on us from those who would seek to exploit. People don't question other interests like sports or video games, for some reason it's just furries who draw the scrutiny of the public. No one ever stops to psychoanalyze why sports fans spend thousands of dollars on season tickets and dress in the jerseys of their favorite players and fill their homes with team memorabilia. It's perfectly acceptable to be a gamer who is constantly roleplaying through different fictional narratives and creating a custom representation of themselves to interact in fantasy worlds with other people, but getting a drawing of yourself as an imaginary dog person, now that's weird. Furry is on the same playing field as any other hobby. If people draw a distinction in their minds, that's their problem that they need to sort out. They have a problem with how they see us, it's not on us to change how we are.
The fandom is a safe space for a lot of people who don't fit in anywhere else, to find other like-minded individuals and build a community where we know we will be understood and accepted. Why would we want to appeal to outsiders who would never understand what it's like? Furry is about being yourself, unique and unconventional and completely off-the-wall. I'm a curvy queer woman with dyed hair who collects nerdy stuff and wears a cheetah costume that even other furries call weird. Do you think I really care about what the Karens of the world think of me? Hell no! The way I choose to speak, act, present myself, and spend my time is entirely up to me, and if other people take issue with that, well, that's a problem with them.
So how do we fight this?
Embrace your weirdness. Be strange, be kinky, be loud, be unmarketable. Don't celebrate attention from brands or TV networks. Stop trying to appease, seek the approval of, and draw in non-furries. We are a community, here for ourselves and each other. Support your local small businesses, artists, fursuit makers, FELLOW COMMUNITY MEMBERS. And above all, KEEP FURRY WEIRD.
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The Day I Got My Fursuit
"Tell me about the day you got your fursuit. What did it feel like to suit up for the first time?"
The day I received my fursuit
I took each piece - the plush huggable tail, the paws with their delicate claws, long expanses of armsleeve fur begging to be stroked, and that delicate work of art, the head itself - in my hands and inspected them countless times. I wanted so badly to put them on, but with no one around to assist me, I knew I couldn't yet. There was no precedent for how to put on a use-your-own-hair fursuit, and I was
At the time, there was no one around to help me get suited up for the very first time.
FurAffinity United 2012
As I've discussed previously, I was essentially on the sidelines of the furry fandom for over 10 years. I wanted to be a part of the community, and the only thing holding me back was my own worry about what others would think of me.
Because of this, when I finally took the plunge as a full-fledged furry, I hit the ground running. Immediately I wanted to do everything that embarrassment and fear had prevented me from trying before, like making a fursona, getting art of her, and going to furry cons. At the time, I had just started dating my current partner, and while getting to know each other, it came up that she'd never been to a furry con either. It sounded like a great idea!
I went online and found out there was a furry convention not too far from where we both lived, called FurAffinity United. This con is in Virginia today, but at the time, it was located in Whippany, NJ. As a longtime attendee of comic, anime, and general fan conventions, I was excited to experience a furry con for the first time. I printed out a drawing of my fursona and covered it in packing tape to serve as a makeshift laminated badge, and made myself ears and a tail to wear since I didn't have any furry-related t-shirts.
I had been to conventions large and small, from tiny anime cons held at local colleges to the gigantic pop culture monstrosity that is New York Comic-Con. Despite all this, I had never been to a furry convention before! I didn't know how different it was going to be or really what to expect! On top of all that, having just started being a part of the community and interacting with the furry fandom, I didn't actually have any friends that were furries. Luckily, my partner knew a few people who were going to the con too, so we met up with them and hung out together over the weekend. Turns out that they were some pretty cool people, and that trip planted the seeds for great friendships that have lasted the test of time.
We didn't go to many panels, but one I remember was Massage 101. The turnout was very low, and when the panel was over, there was enough time for the instructors to give a few of us a real hands-on massage, which felt so amazing.
My friend brought a pack-rat puppet along and "interviewed" a lot of fursuiters as the rat. It made for a lot of funny and cute moments.
At FA:United, I got up close and personal with lots of fursuiters. I realized it's not so different from cosplay, and in fact, many of the suiters I saw seemed a lot more carefree and joyful than the cosplayers I knew, like they were having more fun being their own characters. I had been on the fence about getting a fursuit at this point, but after FA United, I started thinking I'd like to have one of my own. I also got to watch my very first fursuit parade, which was a real treat! Seeing all the different types of characters and ways they were portrayed really opened my eyes to how diverse and unique we furries are.
In the hallway, they had a notice board set up with notecards and tape for attendees to leave messages. It may sound silly, but one of the highlights of the con for me was looking over all the funny things other people had written and drawn and leaving a card of my own.
Compared to other conventions I had been to, FA United was on the small side, with 629 attendees. Because of this, the atmosphere was super relaxed and laid-back. While there were things going on, a lot of what you saw in the hallways was just people hanging out and talking. The small size helped me feel comfortable and at ease during my first foray into the furry convention scene. I think if I had gone to a bigger con like Anthrocon as my first, I would have been overwhelmed, and the hustle and bustle would have made it really hard for me to talk to people and make friends. I met folks for the first time who I'm still friends with today!
The Dealer's Den and Artist's Alley were smaller than I was used to, but it was cool to see all the furry-specific stuff and finally be able to buy some. I even ran into a couple artists face-to-face whose work I had been following for years, and admittedly got a little bit star-struck.
One booth at the convention sold tons and tons of plushies. They had a giant stuffed cheetah who immediately caught my eye, but I didn't have the money to buy it, so I had my friend take a picture of me holding the cheetah as a souvenir of our trip. You may recognize this cheetah as "Mama Cheetah" from my Cheetah Collection video. I kept going back to the booth to "visit" her over the course of the con. Then, lo and behold, on the last day, my partner surprised me by buying me the giant cheetah! I drew so much attention walking down the halls of FA United holding a massive stuffed cheetah up over my head to keep from bumping into people. I was so happy and grateful to receive such a treasured gift from my date, and today it stands as a wonderful memory of my first ever furry convention.
Photos from this con can be viewed here.
I'm back from Anthrocon, finally! I spent the whole day Monday on a train headed home, then about 2 hours after I arrived, I got a call from my dad (who had no idea I'd been at AC) asking me to come down the very next day. It wasn't anything major, but I did have to take a bus the next morning and spend a couple days with my family. I'm back now, though, and trying to get back into the swing of things!
There's too much stuff for me to possibly cover in-depth, so here's a quick rundown of the positives and negatives of my Anthrocon:
My fursuit got recognized a lot! Many people were able to place the maker as MagpieBones, and a couple mentioned seeing me on Facebook or Youtube. Social media networking success! Got recognized out of suit too, by people I'd met previously at cons.Apparently, I have a very clean-looking fursuit. A dealer called out to me from across the aisle on Sunday to compliment me and give me a badge ribbon that said "Someone likes my fursuit!" Another person was surprised to hear that my suit was 2 years old, as they thought it was brand-new from the way it looked. If two different people say so, it must be true, right? :3Had the opportunity to take a lot of nice photos in fursuit, some of which I can use for profile banners on various websites.Attended my first ever room party, where we had a ton of fun snacking and I watched the infamous CSI furry episode for the very first time.Had great food at Winghart's and Emporio again, and tried Hanlon's and Primanti Brothers for the first time.Got stopped by a fan after the fursuit parade and received my first piece of fanart. It feels weird to say that!Participated in the Furry Femme photoshoot and meeting some very lovely people.Picked up badges I'd commissioned or been gifted, in suit for two of them.Wore a shirt with The Cheat from Homestar Runner on it to see if people would recognize him - two actually did!Broke 3000 Streetpasses on my 3DS! My Mii Plaza is all filled up now, and I have all the puzzle pieces.Managed to not catch con crud, hooray!
Whereas Anthrocon 2014 was #moistcon, Anthrocon 2016 was #sleepycon. I did a lot of snoozing and didn't manage to go to as many panels or do as many activities as last time. I'll be sure to buckle down, get some tea in me, and do better next year!Didn't get to hang out with my friend as much as I wanted. They were also high all the time and ate most of our food, but whatever.Tried to participate in a fursuit music video after a successful and fun experience last Anthrocon, but the shooting was plagued by delays, causing two of my evenings to be eaten up. Another, more experienced fursuit MV director had been planning a video with the same song, and canceled theirs to allow this group to go ahead. I found out after the fact that the crew didn't even get all the scenes filmed, and that we'll have to wait until after next year's Anthrocon for the video to be finished.Missed the Hashtag concert due to waiting in the Artist Alley payment line.Missed the Fursuit Meet & Greet and Gender Identity panel due to the previously mentioned music video shoot.Missed the Friendly Feline Furry Fiasco due to me being a lazy bum and falling asleep.Stopped by TaniDaReal's table to get some more achievement stickers for my achievement badge, only to find out she's not making them anymore.In lieu of the Lion King panel (which I had a lot of fun at in previous years), I attended the Disney meetup, but it was rather lackluster and I bowed out early.I showed up for the fursuit parade closer to 2 PM in an effort to cut down on the time I'd have to spend standing around in fursuit, but I found myself near the back of the pack and had to wait 45 minutes to exit Hall A anyway. It was hot and tiring, and I ended up getting blocked in the photo. :(Alas, my fursuit feet are beginning to fall apart after all the running around. I need to contact my maker and ask how to go about fixing them.When walking down Liberty Ave to get breakfast on Saturday morning, a protester outside the Planned Parenthood clinic stopped me and said "Did you know future furries are being aborted here today?" I was so caught off guard by this that I paused, causing her to take the opportunity to launch into her prepared spiel. Unprepared and unwilling to debate abortion rights on the street outside a furry convention, I just cut her off and continued on my way. It was rather disconcerting, considering how the rest of Pittsburgh seemed to embrace the furry community with open arms.
All in all, though, I had a really great time! I met a lot of wonderful people and had so much fun. I am still going through the photos I took. Expect those to be posted within a few days, and if all goes well, a fursuit parade video and maybe a con video will be up after that. <3
Finally got a chance to sit down and put (figurative) pen to paper regarding my Anthrocon trip this year!
You can see my Anthrocon photo album here if you missed it, or on Facebook if you prefer grainy compressed images for some reason.
My con video is right here! You should totally watch it, it'll certainly take up less of your time than reading this long-ass thing.
Wednesday was our travel day, so it's not getting its own header, but there were a couple things worth mentioning. I had brought my laptop this year (which I usually leave at home for safety) because I was worried about running out of space on my phone and needing to clear off photos and videos as I took them. I'm glad I did that, because there were no other furries in our area to chat with, so I was able to spend most of the 9-hour train ride playing Mad Max. We arrived and checked into our hotel without fuss, and had time to grab a bite to eat at our favorite restaurant, Winghart's. We also ran into our first fursuiter of the con in the elevator: Mosfet!
Mika and I started off the day with a visit to Colony Cat Cafe, a few blocks from the con center. We were able to grab a tasty bite to eat (avocado toast, hummus, and tea) while spending an hour with some absolutely adorable little kittens. It turned out we were the only ones to have booked that time slot, so we had a whole hour to ourselves as we got to know the little cast of fuzzy characters. We reluctantly tore ourselves away from the kittens with a ton of cute photos, a very classy mug, and a promise to return next year. After spending about an hour getting distracted by an expansive four-story comic and media store right next to Colony, we made our way back to the DLCC to pick up our pre-reg badges.
(Colony photos are on my Facebook)
Next stop: the Pittsburgh Zoo! I'd wanted to go last year when the coupon was being offered, but couldn't make it due to con activities; this year I made sure to schedule time for it. It's quite a sizeable zoo with a large variety of wildlife to see! Most of the animals were lazing about or hiding in the shade due to the heat, but we still managed to see nearly all of them. The cheetahs were lying down in the shady grass farthest from the viewing area - those
clever lazy boys! That didn't stop me from taking way more blurry and obscured photos of them than I should have. Mika and I took refuge from the heat in the aquarium building, where we saw a ton of ocean life and got to pet manta rays in the touch tank. It was a very special experience for the both of us. I left the zoo with a new cheetah plush to add to my collection, which I named Andiamo after one of the two cheetah boys I saw that day. Unfortunately, our good mood was dampened by an issue with an Uber driver who couldn't find the zoo entrance and canceled on us, but we eventually managed to make it back to the hotel.
(Zoo photos are on my Facebook too)
In spite of the delay, we managed to get me into fursuit and down to the dock just in time for the sunset fursuit cruise. This was something new that Anthrocon was trying out for the first time this year, and what an experience it was! Mika tends to feel left out whenever I'm in fursuit and she's handling, but she really enjoyed just being with me on the cruise. We explored above and below deck and took a bunch of rather classy photos of me in my formal attire as the sun set over the Allegheny River.
I had never been on a moving riverboat cruise before, and the view was spectacular. I also got to chat, dance, and take pictures with a ton of other fursuiters, including Meulin and Commie, Quibbles, Blu and Bravewolf, Nico, and a really cute little kid who was dancing up a storm!
After the cruise, Mika retired to bed while I checked out the rave for a short while.
There were no morning activities on the schedule for us, so the rat and I had a leisurely breakfast at Joe and Pie's and browsed the eXchange (the DVD/record store on the corner) before getting me into fursuit and heading over to the con. The first panel we attended was the Fursuiters Meet and Greet, which wasn't quite what I had expected. Instead of a group mingle, it was a lecture-style panel with fursuiters being called up by the presenter to speak, but due to time constraints, only a few people actually got to talk. My stamina in fursuit is limited, and spending an hour of precious in-suit time sitting in a chair is a bit of a waste, so I'll be skipping this panel in future. On the plus side, I got to say hi to Ransu!
After that, we browsed the Dealer's Den and Artist Alley for a bit. I don't typically dress up for furry con themes, least of all sports ones, but I figured it'd be as good an opportunity as any to get some more wear out of my TF2 Scout cosplay. (He's a baseball guy, it totally counts.) A bunch of the dealers got a kick out of it, which was good enough for me! I suited for a little while longer, then went back to the hotel so I could return to the Dealer's Den in a less fuzzy state better suited (no pun intended) to exchanging money for goods. After the Dealer's Den closed, we took a walk to Lidia's Italy for dinner. It was quite a swanky place with a price tag to match, but the food was phenomenal, and I found myself wishing I could take the breadsticks with bean and pesto dip back with us.
The final activity of Friday was the Furry Femme Photoshoot hosted by ShujinTribble. It went very well, and the turnout was even bigger than last year! I had hoped to see Rhea there again, but it seemed she wasn't able to make it this year. There's always next time! I got some photos taken with Nessie, and met the lovely Mieze, who mentioned in conversation that her roommate is also a MagpieBones suiter. I have the photos from the shoot on a CD, which reminds me I still need to go through them and post the best ones here.
The biggest day of the con - fursuit parade day! Last year I had shown up right before the parade started in an attempt to minimize the amount of time I had to spend in fursuit, which backfired splendidly as I ended up in the back of the pack and had to wait nearly 45 minutes in a cramped and stuffy hall for all the other suiters to file out ahead of me before I even began my parade march. I vowed to get there in a more timely manner this year to avoid all that kerfuffle. Unfortunately, it meant I had to break my rule of de-suiting in public and walk from the hotel to Hall A partially suited. A lot of people don't really mind, but it's something that I take very seriously myself, and though it bothered me to have to do it, I would not have been physically able to suit for as long as I did otherwise. We do what we have to for the sake of fursuiting! That said, everything worked out, and I managed to be actually visible in the group photo this time!
The parade itself went splendidly. Everything moved a lot quicker and more smoothly - whether that was due to the adjustments made by Anthrocon staff or just the fact that there were fewer participants (or both). This was the first year that a fursuit meet and greet with the public was being offered after the parade, which I forewent in order to ensure I got a fursuiter badge. (That was probably for the best, as I heard there was a mix-up with the room or time slot that resulted in a small turnout.)
After picking up my fursuiter badge, it was time for the Instagram meet. Last year, this was an informal photoshoot that took place in front of Hall A, but there were so many participants that they got a room for it this year! Unfortunately, probably due to the fact that it was the first year on the official AC schedule, the panelists were not given a room of the size they requested. The room was packed to capacity 15 minutes after the panel started, and more people were still pouring in. The panelists weren't able to start due to the fact that the room was rapidly becoming a fire hazard, so we all just sat around while they tried frantically to locate an unoccupied room large enough to fit everyone. Some people entertained themselves by making a giant pyramid of fursuit heads. It was nearly 40 minutes into the hour-long timeslot before a suitable room was found and all the fursuiters moved upstairs, which left no real time to do much speaking, so everyone took a ten-minute break and then we all just gathered for the group photo. I was reaching my personal fursuiting maximum, so I did unfortunately have to take my head off once again for a few minutes before the picture.
That said and done, Mika and I returned to the hotel room to de-suit and get cleaned up, followed by an absolutely delightful dinner at Emporio's Meatball Joint. Sadly, they no longer carry the flavored Italian sodas that they did in 2016, but I had some cheesy bread and the Angry Birds bowl (chicken meatballs on mac and cheese), which was to die for. After getting me back into suit, we went down to the waterfront where SeikoLiz was doing a light wand photoshoot. I was really excited to try it as I don't have any Cool Photos(tm) of my fursuit, and they came out awesome! We hung around by the river a little while longer and took some pictures in front of the Rachel Carson bridge all lit up in rainbows. We capped off the night by popping into the rave to get some fursuit footage.
The final day of the con is usually less activity-driven for us, and when we do most of our shopping. True to form, we arose late and headed to the Dealer's Den and Artist Alley for a final sweep so I could pick up some gifts and purchases for myself. Following that, I got into suit with just enough time to catch the tail end of the Feline Friendly Furry Fiasco (I always have to check that to make sure I have all the words in the right order. :P) No sooner had I entered the room than I was being ushered up to the front by Mizuhiro Neko! Despite being totally unprepared for public speaking (this is why I don't host panels, guys), I talked about cheetahs for a little and did my best to cat around a bit. I sat down and asked Mika if she had been recording my speech... which is when we realized my phone was left back at the hotel room. Welp.
Prior to this year, I had never actually met another MagpieBones fursuiter before, let alone seen a professional group photo of MagpieBones suits. Despite me having never organized a con gathering of any kind before, I had taken the initiative to put together a little meetup at AC so we could get photos together. (The world's largest furry con would be the best place to try to find others, after all.) Immediately after the FFFF, I ran over to say hi to everyone and get a head count while Mika retrieved my phone from the room. Unfortunately, Sebastian was also dealing and needed to get back to his table before the photos were taken, but I was able to get pictures with Wyoon, Derecho, Dreamfinder, Baldric, and Fuzzydice (Mieze's roommate)! I also got to talk to Calico Firethorn, who is just the sweetest. A couple of us stuck around to get some outdoor photos courtesy of Abrahm.
By that time, the rat and I were feeling rather peckish, so we went out for dinner. On the way, though, I just had to stop at Starbucks and try one of the famed Furryccinos that they were offering as an Anthrocon special. It tasted like berry and possibly coconut, and looked super cute! I haven't had their unicorn frap that was all the rage earlier this year, but I imagine the ingredients were similar. For dinner, we tried Condado's, the taco restaurant that took the place of Tonic right across from the Westin. One of my fondest Anthrocon memories is of seeing fursuiters and plain-clothes people just hanging out, drinking and laughing together outside of Tonic, so I'll miss it for that, but Condado's is a fine replacement in my opinion. The mural inside looks pretty cool too!
By this time, Anthrocon proper had wrapped up, so without any other furry stuff to do, we went for a swim in the hotel pool. It was quite relaxing, and the pool itself is pretty nice. It wasn't very supervised when we went, so maybe I can get some fursuit pictures in there next year... I shouldn't push my luck, though. Swimming worked us up an appetite yet again, but all our go-to eateries were closed, we made the trek to Market Square for sandwiches at Primantis. (I don't particularly prefer their food, but everyone else seems to love it.)
Returning to the hotel, we passed two people in cars who were giving rides around the city to fursuiters. One was pulling into the front of the Westin and picking them up by the carload! Maybe I'll get to catch a ride next year. We started to head back to our room, but stopped when we heard the sound of music. Someone was playing Beatles songs on the piano on the second floor, and a bunch of people had gathered around to sing along and dance. It was such a sweet moment that I feel captures the cameraderie and overall feeling of Anthrocon pretty well.
Well, if you've read this whole thing, I certainly commend you! AC is always the highlight of my year, and I'm already looking forward to the next one.
I can't draw. That doesn't stop me from doing it, though.
An eclectic autobiographical series which my friends convinced me to post online.
no fun allowed once you hit puberty
"If you want to see a panel at a furry con, you should host one"